I wanna climb mountains, I wanna conquer K2 then Everest, I wanna touch the sky and brave the cold. I want to jump out of a plane with a parachute and touch the clouds and record it on GoPro. I wanna shout BUNGEE and jump with my leg tied to the suspension cable, I want to be free. I want to feel free and live life on the edge and take risk and risk my life while doing it. I want to experience living in the desserts of Egypt and wake up to the sight of the Great Pyramid and probably have my own pyramid in Singapore. I want to do all that, the only thing missing is, Courage.
Every night before I go to bed, I would play phone for at least 10 minutes and after I lock it, I will unlock it back and just randomly check it again. That is why I can't sleep. I believe I might not be the only one who's doing this. Technology is making me lose sleep! I guess the conspiracy theory about technology is killing us softly is true to that matter. Wait, is there even such conspiracy theory? Anyway, I was reading about the history of the confederacy in america and I was thinking if such thing were to happen in Singapore, oh please, it will never happen! But I can totally imagine the flag of the Confederate States of Singapore! Jefferson Davis, you are one lucky guy to rule your own America. lol.
Mulan Gallery rejected my proposal and so I download Yeezus illegally. Did I say illegally out loud? Did I type illegally correctly? Pardon me as I'm only joking about the downloading part, but not the illegally part. And now I'm kind of distracted to write this post because Yeezus is blasting out loud on my speakers. It's bleeding cause it's dope music. Anyway, I think I'd share with you what I think of the similarities of a musician and a visual artist. For musicians, 11 songs and above make an album. For visual artists, 5 works and above or any amount for that matter is a series. While a album and a series can make an artist, I think it's much harder for musicians though. With this thought in mind, I actually thought that I can be a spoken word artist because I have so much thing to say to the world and the only thing that is stopping me is firstly, my confidence and secondly, a recording studio.
After all this time, the culprit presented itself. How nicely time was that! I guess the universe works in a wondrous way. Thippan you thief, you robber, you should get your arm chopped off if you're a muslim.
I woke up every morning to the sound of my alarm, which is also my handphone which is also known as the iphone 5. The same iphone 5 that follow me wherever i go, even to the loo for 5 minutes. We are all slavery to technology, the same technology that allows me to blog this post, the same technology that allows me to have this website. As much as I depend on technology, sometimes I just want to go back to the time where social network haven't existed yet, the internet haven't existed yet, smart phone is not even available. Only then I will be free from all pressure and expectations of how we should live our lives. My life was simple till technology came and make it complicated. That was such a easy sentence to make. lol. I just woke up from my afternoon nap that last about 3 hours. I think it's time I publish this.
When I turned 23 last thursday, I put 22 behind me knowing that I have grown up and all I know that time waits for no one. But being 23 does have its perks. As my birthday and our 5th falls on a weekday, instead we celebrate on the following weekend which is saturday! Never in a million years that I would expect so much on my birthday! Mainly because she already bought me a bag and a watch which to me, is already so much and enough to make me happy. But this little lady of mine drag me to the M1 shop and surprise me when she said she's going to get me an iphone 5! Ever since my iphone 4 decided to play suicide on me a few months ago, I'm stucked with my dad's old iphone 3GS and it's good for one thing and that is lagging. If iphone 3GS is a pokemon, I'll call it Slowpoke. So anyway, I got myself a new Iphone 5! Hip Hip Hurray! I am overwhelmed with joy and I couldn't thank my lovely girlfriend enough. Mind you it's not cheap!
So we decide to dine at Aquamarine at Marina Mandarin Hotel. We have to change our reservation time from 12pm to 12.30pm since the line at M1 was long! Nevertheless, we make it in time just for our high tea/lunch. As they don't have seafood on a weekend's lunch, that's fine with us and we don't mind it at all. The food there was very delicious and brilliant. Quality was its best and I tried my best to try as many dishes as I can. After we are done with desserts and fruits, it's time we exchange our gifts for each other outside the restaurant. I bought her a little something from Chanel which I think suits her personality and definitely make her shine bright a like a diamond. As for me, on top of the red bag, watch and iphone 5, she actually make me Oreo Bites in a jar! The best part is that she made it with love and inside the jar, it contains 23 oreo bites which of course symbolises my age, self explanatory. I am really deeply touched baby. And I love you.
My name is Kamarulzaman, I love Juraida, I'm 23 and I had the best birthday ever yet. Thank you so much my love.
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